Our shattered dreams are never random. They are always a piece in a larger puzzle, a chapter in a larger story.

Larry Crabb

Friday, September 30, 2011

Photo Wall



So I finally got my photos in frames and up on our wall. Before we had a clock hanging on the wall that was a Christmas present for Jeral a few years ago. However it was just so plain, so I decided to add photos of my beloved family, with of course some Willow Tree figurines. Actually if I am honest this whole idea came out of my wanting to cover up the ugly intercom that was sticking out like a sore thumb on the wall. We still need to add a fake back to the one box to cover the intercom and then I will be happy with the finished product!


Well life on the farm is always full of surprises and well we have had three mice come and go (R.I.P) in the past week! I am not a fan of rodents in my house. We have fish for pets, not ever going to have a mouse as a permanent pet.


Jaris had his 18 months shots this week! He was such a little trooper! I am so happy that we are done now for a while.


We are going to try to potty train Kenzie. We will see - .... We are not going to force it, if she wants to she wants too, if she does not want too then she does not want too! We did buy the potty today though and so cute Strawberry short cake underwear.


Well that is all for now!


Sunday, September 25, 2011

Not Little Babes Anymore

Typically true of Jaris, he always seems to have something in his mouth! He will officially be 18 months on Tuesday and that means he is officially not an infant anymore. He enters the world of toddlers. Okay he size wise has been in the world of toddlers for a while now. Time is going so fast, and while it attempt to take it all in I know I am missing so much. I just wish time would slow down a little bit. I love the awe and wonder both of my miracles have! I hope we can encourage them to never loose their sense of curiosity! It is amazing!
I took this picture the day Jeral left on his motor cycle trip. I almost cried when I saw how grown up Kenzie looks here. She looks like a little girl and not so much my baby anymore. She is so beautiful! While she is growing up I also was reminded this weekend that she still does need me. Keznie was sick and well she definitely made it known she needed me to hold her through the night last night. So I more than willing gave up sleep to hold my precious little girl because the is what she needed! Oh Baby Girl, please do not grow up to fast! Stay my little girl a while longer!

Jeral made it home safe and sound and I got my mom back to Kamloops safe and sound. I loved watching the kids hear Jeral's voice in the house and realize daddy was home and they dropped everything and went running. Jeral was definitely missed while he was gone. Next year honey how about we build a track in our back 20 and you guys can all just do laps and then come home at night! Just kidding, or am I????? :)

Well I think I am going to bed. I am one tired mommy!




Sunday, September 11, 2011

Little Climbers

Kenzie is our climber! Wow is she ever good at it. A few mornings ago the kid decided to wake up really early, as in 4:45 am and well there was no way Jeral and I were getting up, so we closed the door to our bedroom, put a movie on for the kids and and let them have free reign of our room as we tried to be only slightly aware that they were running around. And oh I got them a snack and drink each too. Well our en suite has no door, so the kids also got friend reign of the bathroom too, and when this got quiet I bolted up and put my glasses on to find this. Kenzie had climbed on the toilet and was in my medicine cabinet. More baby proofing here we come.


Actually yesterday she climbed up on my down stairs desk and started pulling the pins out of the pictures and handing them to Jaris (the pins) and he thought it was fun to put them in his mouth. Luckily we were right there and stopped that right away and when Jeral took the kids out that night I took every pin I could find in the house and got rid of it. Better safe than sorry!
And here we have two little climbers. I was bring in the groceries and they disappeared on me. I found them sitting in the front seat eating the treats! I love this picture because it so shows their personalities. Kenzie the life of the party, and Jaris the laid back go with the flow. I have a feeling that later in life when they are about to get in trouble for doing something he may say, "Mommy I was just following Kenzie and going with the flow!" And to that I will try not to laugh and then remind him he is still in trouble.

Seriously they are so cute!!!!

Kenzie and Jaris are both talking up a storm. It is so fun listen to them talk in their own little language, and I am enjoying understanding more words. The goal for Jaris was to have 10 words by 18 months of age and well tonight I actually counted how many words he has and we are at 15 for sure and then about 5 more or so that are iffy. I love realizing that the goals that were set for my son he has more than met every time. I love how is older sister helps to motivated him. I think after this last Physio appointment a few weeks from now we will fully be released from all the programs Jaris has been a part of, and I am so thankful for this. A year ago we were still so unsure about what Jaris would be able to do, and a year later watching him run around, playing, talking, and just being a little boy is so amazing! I am a proud mama. Proud of both my beautiful, kiddos!

We ship our birds tonight and then on Wednesday we leave for a fun little get away. Where are we going? Where else would we go for just a few days. To the lower mainland to hang out with some friends and then one of the funnest Aunties and some of the bestest cousins and a pretty great uncle too! I know that trip like this mess up the routine, however we are still trying to get the routine back in order since our last trip in June! Anyways I really want to get to bed early tonight so I will sign off! Blessing to all!!!!





Tuesday, September 6, 2011

On The Charts

Beautiful girl with hair in her eyes! Bangs or no bangs. I am trying desperately to grow her hair out yet I want to see her lovely eyes and that is hard these days with her hair always in her face. She has one beautiful smile and her eyes are amazing. And when she smiles and her eyes light up, wow it is so amazing! Alas though the hair gets in the way!
The tree we planted as a reminder that our baby is in Heaven with God! Originally I was willing to pay $300 - $500 for a bigger tree, yet as I prayed about it I realized I wanted a little tree. A smaller tree which I could nurture, care for and watch grow in the years to come, since I will not get to nurture, care for, and watch our little miracle grow who is with Jesus. The tree is an Oriental Red Maple. Actually we call it the Annabelle tree - that would have been her name if we would have had a girl. So Kenzie, Jaris and I try to visit the Annabelle tree once a day to water it and I tell Jesus to tell her I love her, and cannot wait for the day I get to hold her in my arms and never have to leave her! Alas that day is not now, while she has Jesus to hold her Kenzie and Jaris need me and I love being their mommy.

My handsome son at the IPE Fair! We spent most of Saturday at the fair and boy oh boy was it fun! What a difference one year makes for the kids and how excited they get for stuff like this! Next year is gonna rock at this point. Trying to keep tabs on them will be fun!


We are attempting no naps in our house hold. Today was day 2 for both of them. It makes for a long day for Jaris, and he may start taking a short morning nap, however afternoon naps are out. When they nap in the afternoon they tend to want to stay up until 10 or 11 pm and well that makes for a really long day. So no naps and a 7 pm bed time. I am hoping this is well established before Jeral head off for the 3rd annual motor cycle trip with some of his friends! Last year I stayed with a friend for help, this we are staying home! Home for the kids is just so much better!


Jaris saw the pediatrician today and his head is finally back on the charts!!!! So exciting for me as his mom. He is still at the top of the charts yet on the charts!!!! I am one proud mama!